but I keep trying, and eventually...I'll win.
July 20, 2005 @ 7:25 p.m.
There are good days, and there are bad days. And today is a very very very bad day all of a sudden.
Sometimes it's hard. It's been ages since I've talked to him, and...sometimes I don't know what to do with myself, because he was a part of me for quite a while. And I've been trying to distract myself, to keep myself busy, to not think of him, not think about it, not think not think not think, no matter what I do.
Sometimes it doesn't work.
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