And this is dedicated to you...
January 24, 2002 @ 10:34 p.m.
So how can I scream it?
How can I say what I want, without actually saying it?
This used to be much easier, when I didn't have your face to stare at every day.
I hate you for that.
I hate you for the fact that I think about you.
I hate you for the fact that I often wonder what you're doing, when I'm doing something.
I hate the fact that I can't tell you anything.
I hate the fact that I never really could.
I hate you because I love you, and I love you because I have to.
There's just no other choice in my life.
Turn down the lights, turn down the bed Turn down these voices inside my head Lay down with me, tell me no lies Just hold me close, don't patronize - don't patronize me
'Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't
I'll close my eyes, then I won't see
The love you don't feel when you're holding me........
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