I am a mess.


Making it through
January 28, 2002 @ 11:03 a.m.

I talked to Becky last night. She's been better, but she's dealing.

I've been better, myself.

I don't know why I've had such a hard time dealing with this. I'm not consumed by it -- I can still laugh, toss my head, blink away my tears.

But the fact that the tears are there at all is what bothers me. I've never suffered so much for a friend before.

Makes me realize I have a real friendship. A real relationship.

Scary.



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