And yet........
February 18, 2002 @ 7:09 p.m.
I hate this freaking diary sometimes. It seems to rule me.
I hate how it rules me.
I hate how everything rules me lately. Quiet tears, soft whispers, knowing glances.
How many could possibly know...that's for the wind.
I want to put something worthwhile in here, but I'm struck by the nonchalance of it all.
Something in me screams stop when all I want to do is keep going.
Do you think four entries is enough for one day? I do.
And yet...I can't stop. I want to communicate with you, I want to reach out with my words and caress the very something in you that wants to believe in me.
And yet...I seem to be doing a horrible job.
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