afraid?
July 29, 2003 @ 12:39 a.m.
I go to the doctor tomorrow, to see about this kidney thing. Becky and I talked about it tonight -- are less sure now that it's kidneys. Perhaps back spasms. Wouldn't it be wonderful if they gave me some intense muscle relaxers?
I'm cold and lonely tonight, but not really sad. I want to write but I have nothing to write about. I'm terrible at putting my pointless life into situations, to explain them.
...Wouldn't it be a nice night to be in love
See. Nothing lasting. Just some pointless words in a pointless white box.
(I keep thinking maybe you're afraid.)
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