I am a mess.


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February 10, 2003 @ 10:06 a.m.

Pained pointless conversations

I would give anything to be back there, to be in my bed, to stay there for two days and not eat

I wish I could stop eating, and count the number of holes in the way eating away the concrete

Held inside, held sway

Learning that with time nothing will be important, nothing lasting, none of this adolescence, again

Pained well-done conversations

I have learned not to bother

love(sob)

To curl up into a wreckingball mess until they all ignore me

I can't wait



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