At least he's here again
April 24, 2002 @ 1:02 p.m.
Just like that, he can make it all better. This was the hug I had been craving from him, for ever, ever so long.
she writes to feel
she write to awake
when she writes it pours
She writes pure and real
and her hands they shake
she walks in ambience
heart beats
rubber soles
on hot concrete
there is a vision
and she will create it there is a sky
and she will dream it
Kyle wrote this for me, on the fly. We shared poetry today, more poetry than we've shared in a while. He's less distant, although I don't know why. It doesn't matter to me right now. All I know is that he's being Kyle again, being the Kyle that I missed for so long.
"well i tell you allt he time how your words are wonderfully strung together...maybe i just think it to myself....but they are"
He has never told me this, but it helps me to hear it...even now, especially now. His opinion does mean much, whether he'd like to believe it or not....if not as a fellow poet, than as someone whom I respect deeply.
Kelly: Well I have to go...but this has been fun...I've missed talking to you like this
Kyle: yes me too, i was gonna say the same thing
Kelly: why haven't we talked like this?
Kyle: because i suck
Kelly: oh, poo
Kelly: you don't suck
Kelly: you said you've been busy
Kyle: i've been preoccupied with goth pixie princess (aka Chrissy, his new thang)
Kelly: yes you have
Kelly: I don't like being neglected, but I'll take your shit
Kelly: you mean too much to me not to
Kyle: *hugs* thank you
So perhaps. Perhaps what, I don't know. This is the conversation I've been wanting to have with him ever since early January, when he began to drift away. It's taken this long to get Kyle back.......but at least he's here again.
At least...he's here again.
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