Probably no New York for me
June 06, 2003 @ 1:55 p.m.
So, I hate thinking. Because thinking about schoolbooks and insurance and car payments and everything makes me realize that New York is such a stupid, silly dream.
That makes me sad.
Because I want to go to New York more than anything right now. Even planning it makes me happy, because it keeps my mind busy.
It keeps my mind off of everything I don't care to think about.
I want to believe I can do it. Sad thing is, I know I can't....
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