blah...another stupid entry
April 21, 2003 @ 9:35 a.m.
My Easter was all right. Work kept me sporadically running about the city all day, and I went to bed by ten last night because I was exhausted. Came to class this morning...still exhausted. Work tonight.
There are things that are rcoming up that I don't want to deal with: finding another job, again, in Cedar Falls or Indiana (wherever I end up). I'm looking at a weekend job here in Cedar Rapids but...working the weekends, all weekend, and then during the week too? I'm turning into my goddamn mother. I want to be able to breathe.
Another problem I'm beginning to worry about is finding a career after school, when it's been established that I am not good at much of anything that will pay me money. English? Without teaching someone something? What the hell was I thinking?
My mother spoke with a former classmate of mine the other day, who said that I would be a good teacher if I just let myself be so.
Does the fact that children drive me fucking insane have anything to do with anything, people?
I frown upon my future. I would like to be secure.
I wish everyone would stop reading this damn thing. Quit making me feel popular. Maybe then I'll stop writing such shit.
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