No more pain....no drama...
January 27, 2002 @ 12:47 p.m.
Last night was not a good night. I cried.
No, I lied. I sobbed.
I sobbed so hard my face hurt and my lips cracked and my stomach growled with discomfort.
I did it twice.
But then my father called, and I composed myself. He wanted to make sure that I was okay.
He understands the lonely nights.
I was all right after that. Both parents calling, I felt like I was three years old and they were comforting me after my ice cream had fallen to the ground and my tears fell with it.
And I still don't know why I was crying.
A bit of everything, I suppose. Everything that had built up, and then this.
Really, they shouldn't have been my tears. Perhaps I was crying for her.
I know that's not the case. I was crying for myself. Just a reason why is something I'd like.
Becky e-mailed me today, said she and Blaine got into town all right. Family drama kept her from saying more.
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