Like a bee near a voluptuous flower......
January 26, 2002 @ 4:01 p.m.
Well, just trying to muddle through.
Should I call Matt, with my own self-pity? I'm doing all right now, but tonight will be soft and lonely.
He works until seven, at a remote somewhere.
I'm not going to take his one night that he has all to himself to do whatever he pleases and say that I need him to come over and comfort me.
There's nothing wrong with me, whatsoever.
Yes, the night gets lonely. But I've dealt with lonely nights before.
I want to take advantage of him, the way I feel like somehow he's taken advantage of me.
But that's not fair.
The thought is so tempting, though.
Like a bee near a voluptuous flower.
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