Contemplation
February 04, 2002 @ 11:16 a.m.
Is it a bad thing when you start contemplating ways to make this journal interesting?
I have gotten to the point where writing is painful. Where I literally ache in doing it.
But I will work through this. I will not give in to the ones who say that I should stop writing.
That would let it win.
So when I'm approached by a ditzy wanna-be cheerleader in the library who gives me her phone number five minutes after we begin talking and invites me to go to church with her so I can search for the deeper meaning in my life, what do I do?
I laugh, of course. What the hell would you do?
But to write about it is painful.
Fuck.
This doesn't even make sense. You see what I mean?
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