I am a mess.


My mind, upon meditation
February 04, 2002 @ 12:08 p.m.

restless angry sexually frustrated uncaring lost crawling searching no answers screaming rather silently impatient antsy twitching wishing clenching absent awkward insensible consensual consenting unsatisfied insecure empty oh so empty

The glass of your heart

shattered, and I began to sweep breath

into your lungs again.

You pushed me away, indignant.

And now two hearts are broken.

What did your loneliness cost? A bottle of tequila,

mourning the moonlight,

dropped casually between the legs

of an oh-so-suicidal form,

breathing softly.

Care. Care. For the love of god. Care.



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