I am a mess.


Only the beginning
March 04, 2002 @ 11:57 a.m.

Two hundred entries.

Two hundred entries where I spilled my life onto an Internet site.

Hard to believe the contempt I still have for this place sometimes.

Even harder to believe that it could save me some days.

And now I must walk away from it, in a week. Walk away from my saving grace, and pretend for nine days that pouring my soul out here doesn't make me a little more sane.

I'm going to have to find a computer.

Two hundred entries.

Two hundred times I've whined, complained, sobbed, laughed, loved, lost.

And I know, somehow, that it's only the beginning.



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