About last night
March 19, 2002 @ 12:58 p.m.
A lot happened last night with Matt, a lot that I don't know if I can talk about.
It's just still too surreal to me.
Our conversation was anything but light, but in the end, he was just as casual as always, although I was breathing hard.
I felt a little like vomiting all the way home, knowing somehow that he would call.
Thank God he didn't. I don't know what I would have done.
My best guess is I would have panicked. But that's just a guess.
Jessica, God bless her, told me to go for it. What do I have to lose?
My sanity. My self-respect. My heart.
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