and you can't either
June 29, 2004 @ 12:52 a.m.
I am as plain as day to everyone. And it's really fucking disgusting.
I feel as though I have bathed in it, writhed around in it, forgotten what a person acts like. Here I am, delirious from lack of sleep, near tears at the thought of my physical self. It really hasn't felt this bad in a long time. I know it's because I'm not sleeping, and I know I should be.
But I'm just. so. hideous. I can't stand it.
Feeling: disgusting.
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