I am a mess.


burping up jack
August 09, 2003 @ 10:49 a.m.

I.feel.barfy.

I think I must have drank too much, or had too little water. Or something. 'Cause I feel.sick. I would call in to work but I need the money, and they need me.

I promise.

Last night I also made a promise to myself that I was sick of looking at my body the way it is. So I was going to do something about it.

And then I woke up. And realized if I walk too much, I will probably vomit.

And. I was really grateful for everything Becky and my mother did for me. But I didn't express my gratefulness near enough. Because I was cranky last night.

It makes me sad that not only am I ugly, but unappreciative too.

I just burped up Jack Daniels. I should go now.



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