name-dropping and wondering about cute
October 31, 2003 @ 9:40 p.m.
Okay, first off: Ems is back! It's about damn time, as far as I'm concerned. I miss this girl so much my brain's leaking out my ears.
Secondly, school is not going well. This is the first time I've been worried about my grades for a while. I've been told I'm my own worst critic -- which is probably true -- but I feel like I have to please my mother. Frankly, that's ridiculous, and I'm well aware of that. But I still feel like all A's and B's are expected, or...I don't know what. Flogging? Being tarred and feathered?
The point is, I don't have time to devote to my classes and even if I did, I'm not interested in doing so. Even my English class is figuratively pulling my teeth. The only class I enjoy is my art history class -- and who knew that was going to happen? Turns out Kelly's fascinated by architecture, people. Statues, too, although I thought Michelangelo's "David" was beautiful far before I ever admired the Great Stupa at Sanchi or the Notre Dame at Chartes. (Don't I sound smart?)
Thirdly, I am cute. I am cute I am cute I am cute. Must tell myself that. Self-esteem is important. Yes indeed.
...I am cute, right?
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