I am a mess.


fucking charade
July 30, 2003 @ 3:14 p.m.

My muscle relaxers knocked me. the fuck. out. I went to bed at midnight and slept fitfully until 10:30.

Now I feel like shit though, and I haven't even taken anything but my Advil. And it isn't working. Because my back still hurts.

I want to sleep forever today. Instead, I have to go to work and try to not look at Jessica. Because frankly, I don't want to look at her. She caused this whole fucking charade. And I'm ending it. And that's that.



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