It's all negative, thinkin' about girls'n all
June 28, 2002 @ 1:19 p.m.
Maybe I'm not supposed to care about that girl anymore. But the truth is, I do. I can't stand her. She drives me crazy, even now, even if I try and block her out of my mind, my lip still curls, I still think of her. I still think of her as "stealing my man."
It's amazing to me how women can be so bitchy towards one another. I've never seen anything so ridiculous. Aren't we on the same side? I guess I'm just tired of battling, of suspecting. I'm guilty of it too; as a woman, I think it's imbred in our systems, a way to keep "our men".
And really, how are they our men? Who else's men would they be besides the women's (except, of course, for other men)?
Oh Christ. This is horrible.
There are a lot of things that I feel a lot of the time. I don't need her to encourage the thought. I'm so sick of her name, her face -- it's burned into my mind.
I've never thought about a girl so much. And it's disgusting to me that it's all negative.
I'm going to go now.
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