rather shitty
May 12, 2003 @ 8:57 a.m.
My head. fucking. hurts.
I've already done bad on my 8:00 psychology final, and in 2 hours I'm due again for an ethics final. 30% of my grade, down the toilet.
Whoo.
It's sitting here, the notes. It's sitting here right in front of me. But all of a sudden I do not want to look at it.
I am sick of this place, and I am done. starting now.
a little too early, I know. but see, I just can't do it anymore. my head, it fucking hurts.
ethics is not important. sleep is important. and ibuprofen is important.
yes. I did nothing with my life this weekend. Oh, wait. Yes I did. I went to my cousin Ashley's graduation party. She's thinner than I am now, by 7 pounds.
This has never been the case.
She looks wonderful and I'm happy for her. but it feels weird. because she's always been bigger and then all of a sudden she's not.
and I am so happy for her. and so sad for myself at the same time.
Self-pity is a lasting thing.
...So, I don't know when I'll be updating this again. That's probably just as well. Things are getting rather shitty around here.
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