Revelations
October 22, 2002 @ 11:07 a.m.
The amount of dust circulating in my house because of all the carpet-tearing-up (new carpet Wednesday) was the reason I went out and bought $17.32 in drugs at Walgreen's around 9:30 last night. I have inherited my mother's dust allergy and multiplied it by three, and therefore sneezed so hard about fifteen times in a row last night my ears rang.
Hence the drugs.
I took 3 Benadryl allergy/cold/headache pills and helped my mother tear up some staples from the stairs (that could be a song title, Ems) and then went to my room, grabbed my bookbag and a PCOS reference book, fully expecting to do homework.
I sat and read for 10 minutes and then had to rush to get ready for bed before my eyes closed.
........
I just had several revelations.
Now.
All at once.
~I know nothing about my friends.
~I spend too much time talking about myself.
~There is so much that I have not done with myself it's disgusting.
Jesus.
What the fuck have I been doing with my life for the last nineteen years? And why has it always been about me?
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