I am a mess.


and still you take
December 20, 2003 @ 1:00 a.m.

I feel like I have given everything. Every single thing I have. I have given time. I have given money. I have given my trust, and my will, and my heart, and my faith. I have found myself praying again, even. I cannot give anything more because I have nothing more to give.

And still you take. You fucking take.

(I'm pointing right at you.)

Feeling: empty.

Listening to: Bright Eyes's "A Perfect Sonnet" (again)



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