As soon as the welts disappear
April 22, 2002 @ 11:13 a.m.
I don't know where you've been lately
and I don't care to know
There's something in me that loves you
but it's quickly bleeding out
quickly getting out
and I don't want you anymore
so stay the fuck away from me
and I can't have you anymore
so don't ever leave me
And I can't stand you anymore
so don't ever go away
The least you could do is remember
(can't even remember)
The immaculate, the changing, the ever void. And I'm okay, I promise, he never showed up. And it's not like I waited (just like you promised), but I'm okay.
A frame of mind is derived of certain mental processes and these you must push along in agony until you find what you need.
In short, I'm afraid. I know I can't get through this. But I try because I yearn to fail. Don't worry, I'll be fine. Everything will be just fine.
As soon as the welts disappear.
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