it's you who can get me high
February 03, 2004 @ 3:56 p.m.
It seems it's always the most honest entries that cause the most trouble. So we'll just say I'm feeling happy and centered, and leave it be.
It seems everyone I know is so unhappy so often, and they're all just faking any happiness they have. Some do it better than others. But I do think that fundamentally everyone is sad, and it is a fight against that sadness that everyone has to face.
Today my English class actually sparked a philosophical struggle in my mind. The idea was raised that you hate most what you are in danger (or are in fear) of becoming. I found this fascinating, and perhaps even true. In my situation, at least, it's true, because I fear both being unintelligent and being like my father more than anything else in this world. And there's also nothing that I hate more than my father and stupidity.
It's an interesting thought.
Feeling: philosophical.
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