I am a mess.


Behind
January 19, 2002 @ 11:25 a.m.

I'm so tired of looking

at your fucking beautiful face

And because it feels so much

Bleeds so much

Burns so much

I claim I can save myself

and turn away from those forget-me-not eyes

and cover my scars in vain

So it's not like me to leave things alone

I always ache for something better

and I've found it in you,

soaked with my tearstains

And because I'm so tired

of your fucking beautiful face

I leave, and leave a trail of scented melancholy

behind.

** For Sean.



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