I am a mess.


Barely breathing
February 10, 2002 @ 6:17 p.m.

I am left to the surface, aching to be inspired.

Is there a way for this pain to fade? Today it appeared so quickly. So sudden.

I'm normally waiting for it, relishing the thought of injecting it into my veins.

Perhaps I make myself hurt. But it is my drug, my lifeline.

My way to believe I still have a soul.



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