I begged you, I pleaded
March 02, 2002 @ 11:22 a.m.
I hate that the moment I answer the phone, I know whether or not it's you.
I hate that you have to ask.
I hate that I've made a rather large mess of tears and mascara stains all over my pillow for you.
I hate that you have yet to cry for me.
I hate that I have to dream that I'm in your arms to fall asleep.
I hate that you dream of someone else.
I hate that I have to make the obvious obvious for you.
I hate how you recognize the obvious and choose to ignore it.
I hate that I romanticize you.
I hate that you won't even look my way.
I hate that I'm giving up on you.
I hate that you don't notice either way.
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