Passionate
March 20, 2002 @ 2:14 p.m.
Kyle's speaking to me again, and it's almost like things never went wrong. Observe. (Keep in mind that the parentheses in this conversation are my notes to you.)
Keekerbaby: Kyyyyyyyyyle....erm, guess what?
chao SPUNK 999: what?
Keekerbaby: my friend M thinks you're hot
chao SPUNK 999: *L* well hot dang
Keekerbaby: I told her you were majorly lickable
Keekerbaby: and you just sounded like you were from
Texas, btw
chao SPUNK 999: That's Cletus the slack-jawed Yokel
Keekerbaby: I'm naming my dog Cletus
Keekerbaby: and my first kid Yokel
chao SPUNK 999: *L* chao SPUNK 999: you do that
Keekerbaby: dude, I so will
chao SPUNK 999: I'm naming mine Nathaniel and Superfly
Keekerbaby: haha
Keekerbaby: You can call him "Oopa" for short
chao SPUNK 999: only if he's a midget
Keekerbaby: that's oompa
Keekerbaby: as in loompa
chao SPUNK 999: haha
Keekerbaby: those things scare me
chao SPUNK 999: so why exactly are you showing me to
your friends?
Keekerbaby: because I think you're the
shiznizzy-biz-nomb
chao SPUNK 999: is that a good thing? do i want to be
the shiznizzy-biz-nomb?
Keekerbaby: abso-fuckin-lutely
chao SPUNK 999: is she there right now? you seem a
little too loopy to be by yourself
Keekerbaby: haha, she lives closer to you than she
does to me
Keekerbaby: I'm chewing gum, that's why
chao SPUNK 999: crack gum?
Keekerbaby: haha, NO
Keekerbaby: you can't be sad when you're chewing gum
chao SPUNK 999: i can't chew gum right now....what
with the bleeding hole in my jaw and everything (Kyle had a tooth "surgically extracted" a couple of days before.)
Keekerbaby: haha, you are such a whiner
Keekerbaby: I woke up and I couldn't breathe
Keekerbaby: do you hear me complaining?
Keekerbaby: NO
chao SPUNK 999: pshh
Keekerbaby: oh, don't pshh me, I'll beat you up
chao SPUNK 999: mmhmm
Keekerbaby: no actually I'd feel really bad beating up
an already bleeding boy
Keekerbaby: I'd take care of you prolly instead
chao SPUNK 999: i don't need to be taken care of
chao SPUNK 999: it's just a tooth
chao SPUNK 999: it's not like i broke my leg or
something
chao SPUNK 999: i'm home alone right now
Keekerbaby: haha, so why are you complaining about the
"bleeding hole in your jaw"?
chao SPUNK 999: i had to run out and change my mom's
tire though
chao SPUNK 999: because it's dramatic
Keekerbaby: haha, you crack me
Keekerbaby: up
Keekerbaby: and stuff
Keekerbaby: stupid enter key
Keekerbaby: do you not like me showing you off to all
my super hot friends?
chao SPUNK 999: ....super hot you say?
chao SPUNK 999: haha
Keekerbaby: ....like, SUPER hot
Keekerbaby: like, you don't even KNOW
chao SPUNK 999: send me pictures
Keekerbaby: ack on you
Keekerbaby: workin on it
chao SPUNK 999: as we speak?
Keekerbaby: YES, Beret Boy
chao SPUNK 999: Beret?! what the fuck?
Keekerbaby: haha, from your pictures the other day
chao SPUNK 999: that was not a beret
Keekerbaby: what was it then?
Keekerbaby: don't tell me it was your hair, I will
beat you
chao SPUNK 999: it was an old man golfer hat , the
kind with the snap on the brim, but i was wearing it
backwards
Keekerbaby: You know what, Beret Boy's a lot wittier
than "Mr. Old Man Golfer Hat but I was wearing it
backwards"
chao SPUNK 999: is it still witty if it's wrong?
Keekerbaby: yes
Keekerbaby: it just doesn't sound the same, that's all
Keekerbaby: why are you home all by your lonesome?
chao SPUNK 999: so i can call you Dirty Douche because
it's witty, it just doesn't sound the same as kelly
that's all
Keekerbaby: feel free, but that's not very nice
chao SPUNK 999: because max (his brother) is at school and my mom's
having lunch with a friend
Keekerbaby: I prefer Sexy Brunette
Keekerbaby: ooh, guess what?
chao SPUNK 999: what
Keekerbaby: I have another picture for you of when I
was a youngin, wanna see?
chao SPUNK 999: sure
Keekerbaby: (this was a picture of me around eight years old leading a horse by the reins...yes, I'm on the right.) chao SPUNK 999: on you would be on the...right?
Keekerbaby: okay
Keekerbaby: don't talk to me anymore
chao SPUNK 999: :-D
Keekerbaby: no
chao SPUNK 999: very cute kelly
Keekerbaby: go away
Keekerbaby: you suck
Keekerbaby: Golf Hat Head
chao SPUNK 999: hey sexy brunette, come back
Keekerbaby: haha, there we go
And somehow, now with Kyle, everything's fixed. I guess it's probably a good thing. But I'm not quite sure where to go from here. As I told M, I just keep coming back to that adorable face. I don't quite know why.
All I know is that I care for him. And I'm going to make damn sure that he has to put up a fight to drop me.
Sometimes I actually do care. And when I do...well, you see right here what can happen. I fight for what I want. And that's just that. Not such a bad thing...means I have passion.
I'm just passionate about everything that I shouldn't be, is all.
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