The one calling
April 01, 2002 @ 7:10 p.m.
Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: Very High
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High
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This is...me. This is my life. How 'bout that. What I've been telling people for a while now.
How come y'all never believe me?
I'm insane, I tell you, insane. But that makes me fun. I think.
I'm sorry that this diary isn't what it used to be. All of my dramas have suddenly faded into the background. I have nothing else to be excited about that isn't self-provocating. I have nothing really to be excited about at all.
My life is going all right, no more dramas for now.
It'll make for quite a boring diary for a while, and for that, I apologize. Positive is rarely enthusing for me, unless it has to do with love.
And that's not something I've felt yet. Still waiting for the right one, the one who will tell me everything is all right, even when everything is not.
The one who will not take advantage of me, not ask me for head when they know my heart's in too deep already. It's scarce to find them, I'm sure.
I feel like I'm humming the same note over and over and it's become quite boring to you all. I want to reach out with arms that move and embrace each one of your servitudes.
I want to know why I always have to be the one calling.
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