Fixing the situation
April 01, 2002 @ 10:41 p.m.
My throat fell into my stomach, just now,
for you.
You actually spoke first. You actually said hello and wanted to talk first.
Now to the business I never wanted to discuss with you. I never wanted to raise my hand, become harsh, disjointed. You forced me. You did it.
I still don't want to think of you as my enemy. You've decided it. I can't help it's what you want from me that destroys us.
I have tried to fix you. I have tried to fix me. Neither are good enough for you.
Therefore, I'm fixing the situation.
This is the best way I know how. Don't ask me to choose. You know I'll end up choosing the wrong path. The road I've already explored.
That road is blurry in my eyes.
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