A list of all that's me
January 17, 2003 @ 9:16 a.m.
I've decided since Becky did this in her diary, that I'm going to do it in mine. Just a bunch about me. Nothing exciting. You probably know most of it anyway. Here goes.
1. My name is Kelly.
2. I have several nicknames.
3. They consist of Keke, Keek, Keke the porn star, Sunshine, Button, and Babe (last three from my parents).
4. I am short and round.
5. I am always cold.
6. I have a younger brother named Sean.
7. He's generally not an asshole.
8. Sometimes he is.
9. I live with my mother.
10. It's not a great arrangement.
11. But I respect her greatly.
12. I've found I don't know what love is.
13. My father is an alcoholic.
14. He's also M.I.A. from my life the majority of the time.
15. I like it that way.
16. I have lived in Iowa all my life.
17. Except for the greatest year of it.
18. I lived in Indiana.
19. And fell into lust with a boy.
20. And cut myself for my first time.
21. Both were self-destructive behaviors.
22. I couldn't stay away from either.
23. I met another boy online there.
24. He's in a band.
25. It's not my favorite band.
26. As Advertised is my favorite band.
27. I also like New Found Glory, Bright Eyes, Saves the Day, the Ataris, Alkaline Trio, Weezer, Ani DiFranco, and a bunch of other bands that a lot of people have never heard of.
28. I also like Justin Timberlake.
29. I don't readily admit that.
30. My favorite TV shows are Smallville, Charmed, and General Hospital.
31. I tape GH when I miss it.
32. I tape it mainly because of Steve Burton.
33. I actually have 5 diaries on diaryland.
34. That's too many.
35. I play the guitar.
36. I play pretty badly. Although I'm learning.
37. My favorite chord is the E chord because it's easy and it sounds pretty.
38. I wish I was good enough to play in a band.
39. I would never play in a band.
40. I never blow-dry my hair. Ever.
41. Indiana made me happy, mostly.
42. Iowa does not.
43. I have never had a boyfriend.
44. Mostly because I'm a bitch.
45. I admit this freely.
46. I'm also a very sarcastic person.
47. I'm a poet.
48. This is my poetry diary.
49. Some of my stuff is really quite bad.
50. Some of it is actually quite good.
51. I don't think I'll make it to 100.
52. My favorite authors are Hemingway, Dostoyevsky, and Jeffery Deaver.
53. My favorite poets are Sylvia Plath, Anne Sexton, Shakespeare, John Donne, and some others.
54. My favorite poems are Dover Beach by Matthew Arnold and I Am by John Clare.
55. I want to visit England someday.
56. I think I belong there.
57. I prefer waking up to a cloudy day.
58. I contemplated skipping my 8:00 psychology class today.
59. I like my astronomy class.
60. I work at the local library.
61. I love the people and don't mind the actual job.
62. But I despise the politics.
63. I am a Democrat.
64. But that's only because I hate Republicans.
65. I am 19.
66. I will be 20 in August.
67. I am a college sophomore.
68. Gen eds suck.
69. I have never smoked in my life. I can't -- I have asthma.
70. I drink when I manage to find alcohol.
71. The boy from Indiana used to bring me alcohol.
72. He also used to make me weak in the knees.
73. I've never tried drugs.
74. I've wanted to plenty of times.
75. I also have polycystic ovarian syndrome, also known as PCOS.
76. My symptoms include apple-shaped weight gain, insulin resistance, other nasty physical junk, and depression.
77. My mother believes my depression is in my head.
78. She's only partially right.
79. I have had phone sex.
80. It is not as enjoyable as you would think.
81. Especially when I did not participate, but lied that I was.
82. Remember #44?
83. I love hockey.
84. I don't understand hockey.
85. I go for the guys and stay for the fights.
86. I also worship the Packers.
87. I was supposed to move to Green Bay, Wisconsin.
88. I moved to Indiana instead.
89. My ancestry is 1/4 German, 1/4 Dutch, 1/4 Irish, and 1/4 Russian.
90. This means in the future I will be an angry person and a heavy drinker.
91. I could see this happening.
92. I don't like me.
93. I don't see myself living past 50.
94. I don't want to live past 50.
95. Unlike most of my friends and people I know, I don't want children.
96. I admire my aunt Connie for her chronic awesomeness.
97. I was trying not to use that word in this list.
98. I don't tell anybody everything.
99. I am not friendly.
100. Tough.
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