my emo self
February 12, 2004 @ 3:57 p.m.
Things are so well I'm afraid to know when it's going to end. I feel like there is a great weight lifted from my shoulders that has been sitting there for a while now. I feel relieved to see the sun, and feel the warming-up wind on my skin, and I feel happy that I can smile and be boring in my happiness.
I went over to Aaron's today and we sat and talked and laughed and I tried to beat him up. And it failed. And he poked me on the forehead, and when I whined about it he kissed it and made it better. And I left smiling because he amuses me. And there was something about a naked G.I. Joe doll within the conversation that I am not allowed to tell you about, but trust me, it was hilarious.
The weekend will be...I don't know what. Working a little. Perhaps drinking, I'd love to drink. But I haven't the money for it. I'd love to do it if I could, though. And perhaps a little bit of homework that I refuse to let myself stress about. And reading. Lots of reading.
I am excited for the day-to-day things now. And by default that means I am boring. I apologize. I shall be much more interesting as soon as my emo self returns.
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