Masks to impress
July 18, 2002 @ 10:24 p.m.
Some of me is beginning to feel better, knowing there are more people staying in my life than I thought. The fact that the majority of them stay based on a superficial, pre-constructed world escapes me for the moment.
I'm suddenly all carpe diem-ish. Yuck. I almost hate that feeling more than all those other emotions I've been having lately. I'm still not fully healed...I wondered last night and still wonder what exactly I could do to myself if given the chance.
I'm far from healthy yet, but at least I'm getting into the right mindset. The facade must be placed, masks over my face tonight, I have to impress...
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