Out soon
July 31, 2002 @ 9:58 a.m.
Indiana tomorrow, and that's all I care about. I'm fighting these feelings that the pills are already starting to give me, but I cry every night. I don't have a reason to cry, I just do.
Esteban, you're right. All of my music is so damn depressing, I gotta stop listening to Dashboard and Alkaline Trio and all that. But I listened to my old stuff, my Jon Secada and a little of Weezer, last night, and that didn't do any bit of good either.
Indiana tomorrow. I have to keep reminding myself. It's not that I dread it or anything, but there's this weird feeling I have. It's not dread. But it's not happiness either.
I hope things sort themselves out soon.
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