Suicide that I didn't commit
April 22, 2002 @ 8:15 p.m.
M: hey - what's new?
M: sorry about the other night
Kelly: you should have called
M: it was kind of an emergency, I didn't realy have time
K: what happened last night?
M: your email said to forget about comming last night
M: so I didn't go
M: Don't bother with it, I'll just see you whenever.
M: that's what it said, I didn't meen to piss ya off
K: I was pissed at you
M: I'm sorry, next time I have a friend who wants to kill himself I'll tell him I can't come talk to him because I want to hang out w/ you
K: you know what, how was I supposed to know what the hell was going on? I'm sorry for having feelings
K: I hope your friend's all right, I honestly do, but I didn't know what was going on, what would have you thought?
M: I would have called you then next day and asked what's up or I would have tried calling my cellphone
K: I thought you blew me off
How was I supposed to know? And now he makes me feel badly, because I didn't. How does he do it? How does he make me feel so goddamn guilty when I don't even know this fucking person? Oh this is ridiculous, this is absolutely fucking ridiculous!
Argh.
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