Survey time again
July 12, 2003 @ 11:39 p.m.
I so stole this from Becky. It's a quiz. I had to. It's like, my fetish.
FINISH OFF THE SENTENCE.....
I WANT: to be happy.
I HAVE: nothing lasting.
I REGRET: cutting (sometimes).
I WISH: I had a boyfriend.
I LOVE: ....my dog? Sheesh. I don't really love anything.
I HATE: my father.
I FEEL: like another mood swing is coming on.
I MISS: Fort Wayne (and Robin and Sean).
I FEAR: men. And myself.
I HEAR: Becky blinging at me, and Soap Talk in the background.
LAST TIME YOU..........
SMILED?: while watching South Park
CRIED?: today, at the Black Eyed Peas/Justin Timberlake song "Where is the Love?" That fuckin' song always makes me cry.
BOUGHT SOMETHING: Today I bought gas and pop and Carlos O'Kelly's for lunch
GOT HAMMERED?: never have been
KISSED SOMEBODY: I've never been kissed.
HAD A DREAM?: last night
CUT YOUR HAIR: 3 months ago, probably
LAST THING YOU READ: erm, directions. Of how to get around Cedar Falls.
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW ON THE BIG SCREEN: Sheesh. I don't know. Catch Me If You Can, I think. And that was ages ago.
LAST PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED: my house phone, from my mother's cell phone (grr)
LAST SONG YOU HEARD: "Fast Car" by Tracy Chapman
LAST THING YOU ATE: M&M's....regular. Just the green ones.
DO YOU..............
DO DRUGS?: no
HAVE A CRUSH?: yes. Several of them, actually. None of them attainable.
HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: no. never have.
HAVE A DREAM THAT KEEPS COMING BACK?: all the time -- although they're usually nightmares. I have one about being in this certain house, though.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE?: no.
DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM OR HER?: no.
HAVE YOU ANY GAY, BISEXUAL OR LESBIAN FRIENDS?: I know a lesbian, a gay man, and a bisexual. Rock.
BELIEVE IN MIRACLES?: no.
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER?: it's unlikely.
LIKE THE TASTE OF ALCOHOL: all too much.
HAVE ANY SECRETS: No.
HAVE ANY PETS?: A dog (Logan), a cat (Mo), three bettas
DO YOU....
GO TO OR PLAN TO GO TO UNIVERSITY?: I am right now. Third in three years.
HAVE ANY BAD HABITS: probably, but I don't think they're bad. They're only bad if someone else thinks they are.
HAVE ANY PIERCINGS?: just in my ears. Three in my left ear and two in my right.
HAVE ANY TATTOOS?: No.
HAVE A BEST FRIEND?: Yes, actually, more than one.
CARE ABOUT LOOKS?: Mine or someone else's.....mine, yes. Others's, not usually.
TRUST OTHERS EASILY: Absolutely not.
LIKE SARCASM?: NO! (that was sarcastic, dudes.)
DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?: yes. Her name's Sugar and she's a white (well, yellowing) bear
SING IN THE SHOWER: Rarely
HAVE ANY SCARS: several. Four on my belly from my gallbladder surgery, a six-incher on my right leg, a three-incher on the inside of my left arm.
Just another survey. My mood's fallen again. See, I told you. I feel like shit now, and I would like to die. Becky says she won't have any of that. I don't know. I don't know.
I don't.
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