I am a mess.


2004 -- the beginning
January 01, 2004 @ 1:22 a.m.

So. It's 2004.

I suppose I should recall what happened the past year but it all seems too tedious. I got fatter and sadder but more confident that I can hold conversations. My self-worth has gone down and my undiagnosed depression reoccurred more frequently. I smile less but crack more jokes. My hair's naturally blonde again and my eyes have turned grey.

I have to go find some pills that will help me sleep. Hopefully, much longer than I want to.

Feeling: devoid.

Listening to: my mother's watching "Pyramid" with Donny Osmond. Ew.



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