December 31, 2003 - fuckoff, it IS my poem
December 30, 2003 - in this sadness
December 30, 2003 - I can't seem to find a way to let you know that I don't care...I know it's always someone else's fault but never yours
December 28, 2003 - bitches.
December 28, 2003 - sea anemone
December 26, 2003 - quiet, for a while
December 26, 2003 - he's back.
December 24, 2003 - because this needs updated and I don't have any real news. shut up.
December 22, 2003 - chipper me
December 21, 2003 - stranger than your sympathy
December 20, 2003 - reading my notebook: that's just fine
December 20, 2003 - and still you take
December 18, 2003 - see ya
December 16, 2003 - missing my lyricism
December 15, 2003 - it figures.
December 15, 2003 - cannot disappoint
December 14, 2003 - I can be satisfied
December 13, 2003 - yeah you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek
December 13, 2003 - don't mind me, i'm feeling weak
December 11, 2003 - passing seconds
December 10, 2003 - just forget
December 09, 2003 - settle for a smile
December 08, 2003 - homoerotic powerwalking and Kelly hugs
December 07, 2003 - bust out the confetti, I'm 800
December 04, 2003 - blank
December 04, 2003 - smile, dammit!
December 03, 2003 - very monotone
December 02, 2003 - it's not love. fuckoff.
December 01, 2003 - holy hell from my mother
November 29, 2003 - she had a beard, and it felt weird
November 26, 2003 - blankly at the walls
November 26, 2003 - hot and bothered
November 25, 2003 - and he's sitting right here
November 24, 2003 - another fun sunday
November 22, 2003 - tripntyme.com!
November 22, 2003 - boyfriend
November 21, 2003 - (from the dark)
November 21, 2003 - wanna fuck?
November 20, 2003 - don't read this. It's a melancholy crap survey.
November 20, 2003 - frolicking!
November 19, 2003 - I think it's loooooooove
November 18, 2003 - it's true
November 17, 2003 - it's the warm fuzzies
November 15, 2003 - fuck the world, I'm hanging out with you tonight.
November 13, 2003 - another damn survey?!? jeSUS.
November 13, 2003 - I'm horny, dammit.
November 12, 2003 - faithful colleague
November 12, 2003 - just watch me lie
November 11, 2003 - please?
November 11, 2003 - heart won't go on
November 10, 2003 - just can't
November 08, 2003 - nonword
November 07, 2003 - damn good feeling
November 06, 2003 - wasn't quality, but I updated
November 06, 2003 - see me roam.........
November 04, 2003 - hold on, but it's too late
November 02, 2003 - my father has gone insane
November 02, 2003 - alone tonight, again
November 01, 2003 - veggie tales, dude. I know.
October 31, 2003 - name-dropping and wondering about cute
October 30, 2003 - worthwhile
October 29, 2003 - still bored, and kurt/jacob
October 28, 2003 - mmm....confectionary
October 27, 2003 - my CD, now.
October 27, 2003 - maybe later
October 26, 2003 - brain tumor! whee!
October 25, 2003 - shallow bay
October 24, 2003 - I do, I really do.
October 23, 2003 - dashboard on a melancholy day
October 22, 2003 - okay now
October 22, 2003 - a short note to Becky
October 21, 2003 - yep, still pissed
October 20, 2003 - the used
October 20, 2003 - chocolate-covered sadness
October 19, 2003 - my head vs. the wall
October 18, 2003 - a good Friday night with Aaron
October 17, 2003 - zinc overdose
October 16, 2003 - good news, and bad news
October 15, 2003 - cuddling rules.
October 14, 2003 - eee!
October 13, 2003 - barefeet and focus-free
October 12, 2003 - I'm just tired. I swear.
October 11, 2003 - just easier that way
October 11, 2003 - make it stop
October 11, 2003 - going, going, gone
October 10, 2003 - Christmas hard-on
October 10, 2003 - my beautiful men
October 09, 2003 - my breasts
October 09, 2003 - yo. 'nother stuff, thing. gigit.
October 09, 2003 - they cause harm, you know
October 08, 2003 - kitty hugs
October 08, 2003 - muchas gracias.
October 07, 2003 - frowny face.
October 06, 2003 - I do it for the love
October 06, 2003 - -
October 06, 2003 - bobby's the coolest. here's why.
October 05, 2003 - whoa. nails.
October 04, 2003 - too-tight shirts and room for improvement
October 04, 2003 - virginity. simplicity. ...hardly.
October 03, 2003 - did you know I have perfect breasts?
October 02, 2003 - cornhusk devil
October 01, 2003 - ass. cunt.
October 01, 2003 - crash. into me, baby.
September 30, 2003 - the guy for me
September 29, 2003 - bad place
September 28, 2003 - if a flame's what it takes to remember my name
September 27, 2003 - still missing sweet St. Francis
September 27, 2003 - that's all.
September 27, 2003 - - - - - -.
September 26, 2003 - jessica.
September 26, 2003 - the good life
September 25, 2003 - umm...yah
September 24, 2003 - best one. period.
September 23, 2003 - forgiveness? someday.
September 22, 2003 - my list for this week
September 21, 2003 - I sit alone
September 19, 2003 - oh God. another survey.
September 19, 2003 - The Pope, kung-fu master
September 18, 2003 - my bathroom died.
September 17, 2003 - have you ever been low?
September 16, 2003 - God is dead.
September 16, 2003 - shit.
September 15, 2003 - the important ones
September 14, 2003 - I'll be waiting for my rocket to come
September 13, 2003 - it's the end of the world as we know it
September 12, 2003 - yep, I could
September 12, 2003 - aren't I the lucky one?
September 11, 2003 - Two years ago:
September 09, 2003 - Sexy mcSexALot
September 08, 2003 - perchance
September 07, 2003 - a stupid emo fuck entry
September 06, 2003 - seeing Samantha
September 06, 2003 - fat. day.
September 05, 2003 - no trying to fit
September 03, 2003 - not perfect, not wanted
September 03, 2003 - Freud would have been proud
September 02, 2003 - mg, yo
September 01, 2003 - the alkeehol
August 30, 2003 - Hands Down
August 29, 2003 - meh
August 28, 2003 - and to think....
August 27, 2003 - home, home in the corn
August 26, 2003 - but nothing
August 23, 2003 - babies babies everywhere
August 22, 2003 - my new campus life, thus far
August 20, 2003 - my mom is the shiz-nizzy
August 20, 2003 - letter to god, asking for men
August 19, 2003 - catchin' ya up.
August 18, 2003 - Is there a bright side?
August 18, 2003 - three years of purgatory
August 17, 2003 - Fort Wayne, one last time
August 17, 2003 - Anders Duane (or however you spell it)
August 14, 2003 - Samantha Ann is born!
August 13, 2003 - a plea for good music
August 13, 2003 - indentured student
August 13, 2003 - ankh design -- sweet!
August 12, 2003 - my kazaa favorites
August 12, 2003 - i need to scream.
August 11, 2003 - as ad? dufresne? mad generation?
August 11, 2003 - apathy -- a certain need
August 11, 2003 - guestbook whoring!
August 10, 2003 - 'scuse me and my muumuu-y self
August 10, 2003 - I refuse
August 10, 2003 - I wrote a poem. ROCK!
August 09, 2003 - ben lee rocks my socks off
August 09, 2003 - burping up jack
August 08, 2003 - Blurred vision
August 07, 2003 - music is cool and stuff
August 07, 2003 - .....get it?
August 06, 2003 - twenty/three
August 05, 2003 - giggly drunk
August 04, 2003 - I never thought I'd be a radio whore
August 04, 2003 - listen, children, to a story
August 03, 2003 - no drama
August 03, 2003 - "Lieutenant Dan, ice cream!"
August 01, 2003 - I know something, and this is it
July 31, 2003 - nice head, huh?
July 31, 2003 - all you want is an audience and goddamnit I'm tired of clapping
July 30, 2003 - indeed I am quiet
July 30, 2003 - fucking charade
July 29, 2003 - just another Homer
July 29, 2003 - still Martha Dumptruck
July 29, 2003 - a skirt
July 29, 2003 - afraid?
July 28, 2003 - solitary -- a rant
July 27, 2003 - stupid, stupid.....la la la la la la!
July 26, 2003 - how are you? that's great, I don't care
July 26, 2003 - tj?
July 26, 2003 - yeah, that's about right
July 25, 2003 - adorable? I think so!
July 25, 2003 - kokopelli rocks my world
July 24, 2003 - dig little digger, don't be shy
July 24, 2003 - if you want my body, and you think I'm sexy...
July 23, 2003 - Cute, desirable, fed
July 23, 2003 - pickitichurs!
July 22, 2003 - Huh?
July 21, 2003 - Buy a mirror, silly
July 21, 2003 - Overwhelming calm
July 19, 2003 - stupid george w. bush
July 19, 2003 - my head is spinnin'
July 18, 2003 - the concert
July 18, 2003 - the short story
July 17, 2003 - Dufresne, tonight. Rock.
July 16, 2003 - In this IM world
July 15, 2003 - Dim, dark, dumb
July 14, 2003 - Allergy medicine trips me out
July 13, 2003 - Matter of time
July 12, 2003 - Survey time again
July 12, 2003 - blow jobs for quarters
July 11, 2003 - Guess who made things better?
July 11, 2003 - I can't get no...no no no. hey hey hey...
July 11, 2003 - This is all I have to say
July 10, 2003 - Do I LOOK that stupid?
July 10, 2003 - jessiah, part deux
July 09, 2003 - Credit woes
July 08, 2003 - embolism...cool, embolism
July 07, 2003 - Tourette's attack
July 07, 2003 - daddy's little girl ain't a girl no more
July 06, 2003 - Don't stand too close
July 05, 2003 - Just thought he'd be there
July 05, 2003 - mmmm....boy
July 04, 2003 - Conor Oberst is God, it's true
July 04, 2003 - 600, and still said nothing yet
July 04, 2003 - I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
July 03, 2003 - his greens didn't match, but I bet his parts worked just fine
July 02, 2003 - Applaud
June 26, 2003 - Just NOW learning Kurt was cool
June 24, 2003 - Harry Potter rocks my Hanes socks off
June 15, 2003 - mmm...daiquiris
June 14, 2003 - random road trips and fleas, too
June 12, 2003 - Davenport, yo
June 10, 2003 - This is what we call a mood crash
June 10, 2003 - right back atcha
June 08, 2003 - mind humping
June 06, 2003 - discontent
June 06, 2003 - Probably no New York for me
June 05, 2003 - hey you, up there! Yeah, you with the beard!
June 04, 2003 - heals 'em all
June 03, 2003 - so fuck it
June 01, 2003 - a (former) As Ad road trip
May 31, 2003 - "I'm here to help you, Blackjack"
May 31, 2003 - becky says my grammar is "done bad"
May 29, 2003 - wishing, and hoping, and....
May 21, 2003 - daddy blues
May 21, 2003 - me, again
May 12, 2003 - rather shitty
May 08, 2003 - not quite molded yet
May 07, 2003 - bangwhimper
May 05, 2003 - the awful lie
May 05, 2003 - nope
May 05, 2003 - Always getting broken, but never breaking down
May 01, 2003 - Sixteenth? Eighth? um, seventy-fourth?
May 01, 2003 - mwah!
April 30, 2003 - 'Nother list, yo
April 28, 2003 - My father, the prick
April 25, 2003 - not okay, but it's all right
April 24, 2003 - not so well, y'know?
April 24, 2003 - A letter to a supervisor
April 23, 2003 - ....and that's final
April 21, 2003 - bookworm
April 21, 2003 - blah...another stupid entry
April 17, 2003 - face squish
April 17, 2003 - just another survey. meh.
April 16, 2003 - Marf?
April 14, 2003 - and the word of the day is: sputum
April 13, 2003 - Get thee to a nunnery
April 11, 2003 - end, for now
April 10, 2003 - listen up
April 10, 2003 - (unfounded)
April 09, 2003 - Helloooo?
April 07, 2003 - Would you care for a date? I don't want mine
April 03, 2003 - Outkast is not anti-war, you fucks
April 03, 2003 - to think: it wasn't our fault
April 02, 2003 - Random. Yay! Random.
April 02, 2003 - Rights Schmights
March 31, 2003 - Stupid
March 28, 2003 - "You're so.....freaking weird....."
March 27, 2003 - Just "all right"
March 26, 2003 - seriously. you do.
March 24, 2003 - the news
March 20, 2003 - Lick me like peanut butter
March 19, 2003 - You and me goin' fishin' in the dark!
March 18, 2003 - Woodwork/fully visible
March 18, 2003 - After a time
March 17, 2003 - Important -- please open immediately
March 17, 2003 - Guess who's back, back again
March 14, 2003 - one small instrument
March 14, 2003 - 10.10.03
March 13, 2003 - virgin alone
March 13, 2003 - Punch my dick
March 12, 2003 - Terrified kids
March 12, 2003 - The greatest irony
March 11, 2003 - news on the bonefront
March 10, 2003 - Sandlot
March 08, 2003 - I have a screw loose
March 07, 2003 - Everybody, quick: move to Canada
March 07, 2003 - Lilies
March 06, 2003 - Smegmatic fingernails
March 03, 2003 - Glares given, voice stolen
February 28, 2003 - Me and Steve
February 27, 2003 - Reasoning and whoring out
February 26, 2003 - Sanctuary
February 26, 2003 - Emergency room, but baby I'm fine
February 24, 2003 - Taxes
February 24, 2003 - Infected papercuts
February 23, 2003 - As Ad no more
February 21, 2003 - Shouting at God
February 21, 2003 - Caffeine High
February 20, 2003 - Paging: Boyfriend
February 19, 2003 - I miss, amiss
February 19, 2003 - Dying Horse
February 19, 2003 - My orgy partners
February 17, 2003 - Hoop earrings and Spike
February 14, 2003 - Catcher in the Rye
February 13, 2003 - My loss? Your decision
February 13, 2003 - I done gots the hillbillies
February 12, 2003 - Head job
February 11, 2003 - Mmm...bowel
February 10, 2003 - -
February 10, 2003 - Now he's an emo boy
February 10, 2003 - Warning:
February 06, 2003 - Quack whore
February 05, 2003 - What 9/11 has done to us...yet I'm still complaining
February 05, 2003 - Lesbian?
February 03, 2003 - Rather be pretty
February 03, 2003 - Columbia
January 31, 2003 - To live in the physical
January 31, 2003 - 10 Things, for Today
January 30, 2003 - Dream boy denied
January 29, 2003 - I found a Biggerstaff
January 27, 2003 - Guitar buzz sounds like a bee in my soundhole
January 24, 2003 - Ramblage -- a pointless entry
January 24, 2003 - Fixing the place up
January 23, 2003 - Survey for the Aching
January 23, 2003 - Lovehate
January 22, 2003 - Things I've Learned
January 22, 2003 - Potency
January 17, 2003 - Stimulus
January 17, 2003 - A list of all that's me
January 16, 2003 - My religion
January 15, 2003 - Psycho. babble
January 13, 2003 - Hiatus
2004 and the end.
2003
2001-2002