December 30, 2002 - Cat vomit
December 20, 2002 - Mmm...human flesh
December 18, 2002 - cut
December 18, 2002 - Emo rawk
December 16, 2002 - my quiet Nazi family
December 13, 2002 - My updated life
December 11, 2002 - Forever, always
December 11, 2002 - Randomness
December 10, 2002 - A stupid question asked by yourself
December 10, 2002 - panic. and boys.
December 09, 2002 - upon contemplation...
December 06, 2002 - Sky
December 05, 2002 - Follicle scrub
December 04, 2002 - We ain't all perfect
December 04, 2002 - You'd have a hippopotacat!
December 04, 2002 - Dude, where's my heart?
December 02, 2002 - Grown? Yup!
December 02, 2002 - Routine smiles
November 25, 2002 - My weekend and some meaty goodness
November 22, 2002 - Dude, I think I'm smart
November 20, 2002 - Already gone
November 18, 2002 - Slightly tweaked
November 18, 2002 - My real wish list
November 15, 2002 - Chunky, obese, fat-ass, etc. etc.
November 13, 2002 - Kinky
November 13, 2002 - Here's my take on it
November 11, 2002 - ...The emo boy, silly
November 10, 2002 - The legion, you dummy
November 08, 2002 - Fat girl tattoos
November 06, 2002 - A depressed tard....wonder what that looks like
November 06, 2002 - Calling him soon
November 04, 2002 - Give up
November 01, 2002 - My road less taken
October 30, 2002 - Guess who's back,back again,Matt is back,tell some friends
October 30, 2002 - My faith drug
October 28, 2002 - I believe the word is empty
October 25, 2002 - From the classroom window
October 23, 2002 - The boy I walk by every other day
October 22, 2002 - Revelations
October 21, 2002 - Verisimilitude
October 18, 2002 - See you at the mall, ya'll
October 18, 2002 - When I am old, I shall have cats
October 17, 2002 - I like watching the puddles gather rain
October 16, 2002 - My online ad for looove
October 15, 2002 - Your seat has been taken
October 14, 2002 - Andrew and Kevin
October 11, 2002 - Half the Beatles are in my Lit class
October 09, 2002 - Locked in, shut out
October 07, 2002 - ...Yeah
October 04, 2002 - A Question of Loyalty
October 02, 2002 - Battling nonchalance: a Kyle conversation
October 02, 2002 - Typicality
October 01, 2002 - Binding. bound. bondage. heh. bondage.
September 30, 2002 - Everything else is nothing
September 27, 2002 - Sidewalks
September 26, 2002 - Same old, same old
September 25, 2002 - Safe haven
September 24, 2002 - Chronic character
September 23, 2002 - Hold her back, it's a buffet!
September 20, 2002 - Nuts
September 18, 2002 - So the diagnosis is....
September 17, 2002 - I will sing your requiem
September 13, 2002 - Jump, yo, it's As Ad!
September 11, 2002 - Crackpot philosophy
September 10, 2002 - ...You're joking, right?
September 09, 2002 - Emo punk is my name, writer's block is my fame
September 06, 2002 - How can you tell my father's a Russian?
September 04, 2002 - Anne Sexton on top of Eminem
September 04, 2002 - Oop, please don't step in that. It's her heart.
September 03, 2002 - Split seconds
August 30, 2002 - My baby's growing up
August 29, 2002 - Shibby.
August 28, 2002 - "I measured your dad once"
August 27, 2002 - So maybe I lied.
August 27, 2002 - My favorite bad vacation
August 26, 2002 - Eating licorice, yo. Leave me alone.
August 22, 2002 - Something immaterial
August 20, 2002 - A love letter to Kyle, telling him goodbye
August 19, 2002 - Every now and then I feel like breaking my own leg
August 16, 2002 - Heh. At least you know I care.
August 15, 2002 - A little mildew, a little fresh
August 13, 2002 - Welcome to reality, would you please step aside for those who care?
August 12, 2002 - Funny joke, Jesus. I get it. Really. Now stop.
August 10, 2002 - My Seagull
August 07, 2002 - Paperwork. Bah!
August 06, 2002 - I'll move you in if you help me smile
August 05, 2002 - And out he goes
August 05, 2002 - A promise I'll never keep
August 04, 2002 - Far from the truth
August 02, 2002 - Get hugging
August 01, 2002 - Fort Wayne; I'm home
July 31, 2002 - Out soon
July 29, 2002 - Lessen the dosage
July 25, 2002 - Desperately
July 22, 2002 - Words from your mouth
July 21, 2002 - Inevitable
July 19, 2002 - I am happy
July 18, 2002 - Masks to impress
July 17, 2002 - Worth a try, right?
July 15, 2002 - Michelangelo ain't got nothin' on my David
July 15, 2002 - Decisions
July 12, 2002 - The letter never sent
July 12, 2002 - Ever loved, lost, and liked it that way?
July 08, 2002 - Anything in the sun
July 05, 2002 - Unlockage commencing
July 05, 2002 - Honest I did
July 03, 2002 - A little philosophy before I go-go
more - More quotes!
July 03, 2002 - Just because I say it, means it's true
July 02, 2002 - Quoth the raven "Fuck you sir"
July 01, 2002 - Not nearly enough for offense
June 28, 2002 - It's all negative, thinkin' about girls'n all
June 28, 2002 - Der, 'cause, ya know...'cause he's from there....der
June 27, 2002 - Lost: an I Love You
June 27, 2002 - Calling death banished makes me cranky
June 26, 2002 - Homeward bound...east or west, left or right, or something like that....
June 24, 2002 - Fix that, dammit
June 24, 2002 - Those rainy days
June 21, 2002 - Friday nights
June 20, 2002 - How Owen Wilson's nose will reveal the world
June 19, 2002 - Hi honey, I'm leaving
June 18, 2002 - The rain then
June 18, 2002 - Ask Chuck
June 17, 2002 - The club
June 14, 2002 - Belong
June 13, 2002 - The ambience of it all
June 12, 2002 - You know
June 11, 2002 - Tears in your eyes (for me)
June 07, 2002 - Scary
June 05, 2002 - Molten lava folds of shit
June 05, 2002 - Hmmph
June 03, 2002 - Just you watch
May 31, 2002 - Go about
May 31, 2002 - Determining my limits
May 29, 2002 - Puppy chow vs. a good lay
May 24, 2002 - Let it be
May 23, 2002 - Licking butter fingers
May 17, 2002 - Not much to say
May 14, 2002 - Ding ding ding! Whaddya we have for her, Johnny?
May 09, 2002 - Wake up for
May 07, 2002 - Password
May 03, 2002 - Goodbye
May 02, 2002 - Ideal, exposed
May 01, 2002 - He's right
May 01, 2002 - As I ever will be
May 01, 2002 - I feel...ew
April 30, 2002 - Still all I see
April 30, 2002 - Ten times worse
April 29, 2002 - Tickle my insides
April 29, 2002 - And this as been brought to you by the letter "Q"
April 29, 2002 - Woo
April 29, 2002 - For you I'd bleed myself dry
April 28, 2002 - A short list
April 28, 2002 - You're wrong, for once
April 27, 2002 - Fastly becoming
April 26, 2002 - Shhhh
April 26, 2002 - The English major vs. the Dominatrix, tonight on Pay-Per-View
April 25, 2002 - Sleep and its delicacies
April 25, 2002 - Subtlety
April 24, 2002 - So much fun
April 24, 2002 - At least he's here again
April 24, 2002 - Someday
April 23, 2002 - I just might
April 23, 2002 - Have you guessed yet?
April 23, 2002 - I want out
April 23, 2002 - Battle wound
April 22, 2002 - Suicide that I didn't commit
April 22, 2002 - Just where you lay them
April 22, 2002 - As soon as the welts disappear
April 21, 2002 - Until now
April 20, 2002 - Coathanger Love
April 20, 2002 - The big "fuck you" to everyone who cared
April 19, 2002 - I hate myself for it enough
April 19, 2002 - Dude, what's that smell? Close your legs, man, it stinks!
April 18, 2002 - Josh and Steve?
April 18, 2002 - Ryan (for a while)
April 18, 2002 - Interlibrary loans can suck my left nut
April 17, 2002 - Any particular place
April 17, 2002 - I think...maybe...yeah, I feel better now
April 17, 2002 - Caught my breath
April 16, 2002 - no
April 16, 2002 - Three hundred? That's it?
April 16, 2002 - Huuuula!
April 16, 2002 - Eunuch bullshit
April 15, 2002 - In touch
April 15, 2002 - Shit!
April 15, 2002 - Doing the happy thing
April 15, 2002 - I must increase my bust
April 15, 2002 - Cold turkey
April 14, 2002 - Sit in the sun
April 14, 2002 - Ain't that just ironic
April 13, 2002 - Distance
April 12, 2002 - Blair.
April 12, 2002 - Twinge with conscience
April 12, 2002 - Enough for me
April 11, 2002 - Ooh, purty colors
April 11, 2002 - One of them, you know.....
April 10, 2002 - "It won't hurt sweetheart"
April 10, 2002 - Recognize my bleeding
April 10, 2002 - Perpetually horny
April 10, 2002 - At least, not alone
April 10, 2002 - Commitments, gone like *poof*
April 09, 2002 - Just a little
April 09, 2002 - How I need Dashboard
April 09, 2002 - Mourning....the answer
April 09, 2002 - Wish you knew
April 08, 2002 - Any given moment
April 08, 2002 - All sorts of ranting
April 07, 2002 - Bobby
April 07, 2002 - Scream at the top of my lungs
April 06, 2002 - I want something else to get me through this semi-charmed kind of life
April 06, 2002 - All sorts of wonderful
April 05, 2002 - Stop
April 04, 2002 - Sleep with peeps
April 04, 2002 - Same idea, different words
April 04, 2002 - Two minutes
April 03, 2002 - My weak spot
April 03, 2002 - Even after I won
April 03, 2002 - Forget
April 02, 2002 - Losing it all
April 02, 2002 - For your Juliet
April 02, 2002 - Insatiable...
April 01, 2002 - Fixing the situation
April 01, 2002 - Deeper and harder to cross
April 01, 2002 - The one calling
April 01, 2002 - Cuddling close to blankets and sheets
April 01, 2002 - Playing your guitar
April 01, 2002 - Weird
March 30, 2002 - 6'1'' and playin' hockey
March 30, 2002 - Five miles
March 28, 2002 - "What's the purpose of this entrance with a hangover?"
March 28, 2002 - Lookit your mittens
March 28, 2002 - Four hours
March 27, 2002 - Like vanilla
March 27, 2002 - The paragraph is not overrated
March 27, 2002 - Random postage
March 27, 2002 - Friends in low places
March 27, 2002 - E tenebris...out of darkness
March 26, 2002 - three words you me later
March 26, 2002 - Rip my heart out
March 26, 2002 - Name fetish
March 26, 2002 - A little thought
March 26, 2002 - Starlight, sanctified
March 25, 2002 - How I fear the "or else"
March 24, 2002 - Would you like a rose?
March 24, 2002 - Wave back
March 23, 2002 - Tear
March 23, 2002 - A bit suicidal
March 23, 2002 - Taking it up the tailpipe
March 23, 2002 - Tangibility of thoughts
March 22, 2002 - Transparent phrases
March 22, 2002 - random guest entry
- rings
March 21, 2002 - So I'm back to the pink
March 21, 2002 - Just a little different
March 21, 2002 - New poetry...finally
March 20, 2002 - The someone I've never met
March 20, 2002 - Passionate
March 20, 2002 - Cooter table
March 19, 2002 - Head
March 19, 2002 - Weary friends
March 19, 2002 - Blurrier by the minute
March 19, 2002 - About last night
March 18, 2002 - See the Sympathy form
March 18, 2002 - Beware the ides of March
March 18, 2002 - Six weeks
March 14, 2002 - It doesn't anymore
March 13, 2002 - Yay and stuff
March 07, 2002 - A little bit of insanity
March 07, 2002 - Stinky me
March 06, 2002 - Labrets in friends
March 06, 2002 - ...but I insist
March 06, 2002 - Twirling
March 06, 2002 - A bit much?
March 06, 2002 - Pointless entries rule
March 05, 2002 - Miss Cleo it all
March 05, 2002 - The pulpy kind
March 04, 2002 - Cherries to cover my cherry
March 04, 2002 - All about the quirk
March 04, 2002 - Only the beginning
March 04, 2002 - The dying of ideas
March 03, 2002 - Much rather you whisper
March 02, 2002 - Cause I don't have a better title
March 02, 2002 - I begged you, I pleaded
March 01, 2002 - Truth told
March 01, 2002 - Chastisement
February 28, 2002 - The same as running
February 28, 2002 - Wander so very far
February 28, 2002 - My teenybopper entry
February 27, 2002 - Curtsey with me, man
February 27, 2002 - Beer and ow, not in that order
February 27, 2002 - Purge of everything Kyle
February 26, 2002 - To Becky, 'cause I'm sorry
February 26, 2002 - *Meow*
February 26, 2002 - Restless
February 26, 2002 - Snow
February 25, 2002 - Whoring my eggs
February 25, 2002 - John Denver scares me
February 25, 2002 - except...
February 25, 2002 - Darker shade of blue
February 25, 2002 - Turn off those lights
February 24, 2002 - The other drowning
February 24, 2002 - No need for tears
February 23, 2002 - That's some crazy ennui, friend
February 23, 2002 - All a little too emo for our own good
February 23, 2002 - Nap
February 22, 2002 - The big schiz-nizzay
February 21, 2002 - M
February 21, 2002 - Just cool
February 21, 2002 - And that's Jack
February 20, 2002 - Too much?
February 20, 2002 - Bitchtard
February 20, 2002 - Complete
February 20, 2002 - Take a look at the cast list
February 19, 2002 - Some fucking friends
February 19, 2002 - Black sheep
February 19, 2002 - Sense is not overrated
February 19, 2002 - School is the devil
February 18, 2002 - And yet........
February 18, 2002 - Cried yet today
February 18, 2002 - Always wake up
February 18, 2002 - Honestly
February 16, 2002 - Photo in the fixer
February 16, 2002 - Thank God for layers
February 15, 2002 - Exunt
February 15, 2002 - Just flicker
February 15, 2002 - Stigmatized
February 14, 2002 - fack.
February 14, 2002 - Wish list
February 14, 2002 - Third grade mentality
February 14, 2002 - He has nothing to do with this
February 14, 2002 - Chip bang
February 13, 2002 - I am who I think you think I am.
February 13, 2002 - I guess I'll always be a dreamer
February 12, 2002 - But if she hurt him...
February 12, 2002 - Never revealing their depth
February 12, 2002 - Friday
February 11, 2002 - Unsettled
February 11, 2002 - Everywhere you go I'll follow you down
February 10, 2002 - Barely breathing
February 10, 2002 - Never on time
February 10, 2002 - Now I'm pointing one back at you
February 09, 2002 - services rendered
February 09, 2002 - An excuse to use pink
February 09, 2002 - And the beat goes on..........
February 08, 2002 - All sortsa blah blah blah
February 07, 2002 - Juxtapose
February 07, 2002 - Everyone's getting some but me
February 06, 2002 - My name isn't Susanne.
February 06, 2002 - Wade
February 05, 2002 - Quiet
February 05, 2002 - New layout
February 04, 2002 - My mind, upon meditation
February 04, 2002 - Contemplation
February 03, 2002 - Guestbook and changes
February 03, 2002 - Chasing the cloud
February 02, 2002 - What...........
February 02, 2002 - Repudiation
February 02, 2002 - Beneath my skin
February 01, 2002 - This diaryring rules
February 01, 2002 - Still
January 31, 2002 - My new page
January 31, 2002 - Oh, and by the way.........
January 31, 2002 - Quiet roar
January 30, 2002 - The angst of it all
January 30, 2002 - Uh oh.....
January 30, 2002 - Matt is the sweetest guy
January 29, 2002 - The best place in the world
January 28, 2002 - Sparkling
January 28, 2002 - Yipes -- pics to Kyle
January 28, 2002 - Making it through
January 27, 2002 - Summer of '69
January 27, 2002 - No more pain....no drama...
January 26, 2002 - Like a bee near a voluptuous flower......
January 26, 2002 - The day after
January 25, 2002 - Concerning Becky....
January 25, 2002 - Just another day
January 24, 2002 - And this is dedicated to you...
January 24, 2002 - Too fucking late
January 24, 2002 - Too fucking early
January 23, 2002 - 100th entry -- go me!
January 23, 2002 - Cult of personality
January 23, 2002 - Short on hillsides
January 22, 2002 - Late night
January 22, 2002 - See a bit of the sun
January 22, 2002 - York peppermint patties
January 21, 2002 - How I live
January 21, 2002 - Just call me Dr. Ruth
January 20, 2002 - Is suicide as scary as they say it is?
January 20, 2002 - I'm in love
January 19, 2002 - I can show you desperate
January 19, 2002 - Behind
January 19, 2002 - Your Girl
January 18, 2002 - Slave to the master
January 18, 2002 - This is the effect of being used
January 18, 2002 - Voiceless
January 17, 2002 - Prozac is not overrated
January 17, 2002 - Weep again
January 17, 2002 - So I went off......
January 17, 2002 - Whoring around
January 16, 2002 - Introduction to Computers
January 16, 2002 - Commitment and my ankh
January 15, 2002 - Emptiness calls a funny name
January 15, 2002 - Frolick in the snow
January 15, 2002 - My Tuesday afternoon thus far
January 14, 2002 - Game playing and chatting in this lab is NOT permitted
January 13, 2002 - Sean's one man act
January 12, 2002 - Kellys of the world, unite -- here's your story
January 12, 2002 - Sometimes They Do.....
January 12, 2002 - Anymore
January 12, 2002 - Nothing brighter
January 12, 2002 - So it's been a little while
January 12, 2002 - Icicles In Your Eyes
January 12, 2002 - Kinky wild monkey sex....get your attention?
January 11, 2002 - Down the tubes
January 11, 2002 - I Just
January 11, 2002 - Miserable Ways
January 11, 2002 - Spearmint
January 09, 2002 - I couldn't possibly claim this beauty -- from bebelua's diary
January 09, 2002 - I've been a loser all my life, I'm not about to change/if you don't like it, there's the door -- nobody made you stay
January 09, 2002 - Aaaaaa-choo
January 08, 2002 - Than a bunny
January 08, 2002 - Auxiliary breathing
January 07, 2002 - The latest with Matt
January 07, 2002 - Everything I could want.......except......
January 07, 2002 - Now I know why I hide my love from you somedays...
January 03, 2002 - I am a poster girl with no poster
January 03, 2002 - 2002
December 29, 2001 - Off to the Marines
December 29, 2001 - At Heartland
December 27, 2001 - "Someone you don't even know exists loves you"
December 17, 2001 - Well, about Sean...and about Kyle, too
December 16, 2001 - Dance as though no one's watching
December 13, 2001 - Like a violet in the snow
December 12, 2001 - Leaving for awhile
December 12, 2001 - The woe is me factor
December 12, 2001 - Bread, peanut butter, milk, juice (the kind in the can)
December 12, 2001 - (in the morning)
December 12, 2001 - Especially for you
December 10, 2001 - Jinxed
December 10, 2001 - *Doink*
December 10, 2001 - Buffy and Muffy and being loved
December 10, 2001 - If I'm leaving with a broken heart, you're leaving with a bleeding nose
December 10, 2001 - .......for Kyle
December 09, 2001 - ...Speaking of my family...
December 09, 2001 - generality
December 09, 2001 - As the next
December 08, 2001 - A fucking nun
December 08, 2001 - My theme song
December 08, 2001 - Medication
December 07, 2001 - Hey Kat, it's a hell no.....
December 07, 2001 - the Mark files
December 07, 2001 - All your weight, it falls on me...it brings me down
December 07, 2001 - Pansy Freaked With Jet
December 07, 2001 - Munchie
December 06, 2001 - Jettingham rules, but that's besides the point
December 06, 2001 - Everything in between
December 06, 2001 - A nothin'-special entry
December 05, 2001 - Curl
December 05, 2001 - The sweet only makes the bitter more bitter
December 04, 2001 - When there's nothing else...........
December 04, 2001 - And the sheet is pulled from my eyes
December 04, 2001 - Oh Jesus, it's so painfully quiet in here
December 04, 2001 - Virginal sin
December 04, 2001 - For the someone who analyzed my life
December 04, 2001 - Rant
December 04, 2001 - Say hi!
December 04, 2001 - Leaving here
December 03, 2001 - about Matt and Mark (but no Luke or John)
December 03, 2001 - "The skies in their magnificence"
December 02, 2001 - Men.....
December 01, 2001 - Oh, Kyle's soooooooo dreamy!!!
December 01, 2001 - What I hate and what I love and a little about the weekends
December 01, 2001 - Why are men so poopy?
December 01, 2001 - The Death of my Muse
December 01, 2001 - Eclipse
December 01, 2001 - For Kyle
November 30, 2001 - Meeting Matt
2004 and the end.
2003
2001-2002